Tuesday, May 12, 2009

The limiting nature of fantasy - after the tears

I cry so deeply
like reconnecting
with a great pool
of sadness
insecurity
lonliness
despair
I tap through
and the pool gushes upwards
eager and
hungry
to be let out.

Why do I cry?

what is this building
this heaviness
what is this release?

What are my sins
but what I make them
and why do I make them
sins?

and how do I do that

Why do I punish?

and how do I do that

How many float
"happily"
in the ether

feet that once walked
firmly on the ground
now
never touching

it's funny how fantasy
limits your options.

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