Monday, June 30, 2008

Today -
June 30 - 2008

Lannegan is here -
sitting crosslegged on the floor
trying to stretch
trying to fit in
trying to exfoliate

The uncomfortability
is like my harness
like a race horse stapled
to a fence post
forever

Un godly beautiful girls -
terribly bright
and foriegn
just simply soft breast
smell -
girl
soft
carress
milk nipple
lick soft

and all along I am thinking to myself - what's the point
why
why
why
why

very few people ask questions of worth
we have sold ourselves
to the worst.

Fuck all I think pathetically
but I do look at women
i erase
as i used to sneak up the backstairs

it wasn't allowed
you could never go on the back stairs
but i did

with glee
and steeling away --
fast
fast
looking behind
breathless
and smiling and
fast.

bounding up
to the top
can't be stopped.

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